My dream was weird please tell me what you think?

what I can remember I was in ove with him he was tall not love with him he was tall not fat but not that skinny just fat but not that skinny just right, he had hazel eyes and a short cute beard. right, he had hazel eyes and a right, he had hazel eyes and a short cute beard in my dream I was siting on top of him in the cuttest was we would kiss in the cutest way just pecks he was sweet :) and that I was snowing so that me him his friend my causen bianka and sister selena started playing snowball fight and everytime I would get hit he would help me up to see if I was ok I remember just looking in his eyes just in love. he would help me up to see if I was ok I remember just looking in his eyes just in love which I find this dream because I dont want a boyfriend I havnt had one for a boyfriend I havnt had one for a year im not ugly im just scared of getting hurt again im stil madly in love with my ex madly in love with my ex sebastian what is my dream trying to tell me?